Six years into this marriage, I can tell you that I know exactly how my husband behaves when he is with another woman. He becomes careful with his phone and with his words. Even the way he steps on the ground tells me that he is with someone else.

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In our second year of marriage, we had a daughter. After her came many miscarriages, and every one of them drained the soul out of me. Early this January, I miscarried again, and this one was the most painful and horrible experience for me. Again, it was only God who walked through the fire with me.

I am currently some months pregnant; it is a high-risk pregnancy. I am supposed to be on bed rest every now and then. I have been vomiting every hour, and I can barely stand for a whole hour. And now, on top of everything I am going through, I have caught my husband cheating. This time, the lady got pregnant, and they terminated the pregnancy.

With my high-risk pregnancy, I don’t know what to do with myself. We are supposed to be relocating to the USA for a fresh start, and now this has happened. I have never been so disappointed in my life.

I am trying to remain calm for myself and for the baby because I don’t want this revelation to cause anything drastic to my condition. But I know that for the rest of my life, I don’t want to keep feeling this way.

I don’t know how to react. Should I scream at him? Should I cry? Should I just keep quiet and pretend everything is fine? I honestly don’t know what to do with myself right now.

I want a divorce, but I don’t know how to go about it. I want to ask you guys what I should do. Your advice will help me a great deal, and I really want to know what you would suggest I do.

—P

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