Due to my past experiences with men, I made a decision to stay away from them. It wasn’t one disappointment that scared me away from them. I had opened up myself to love many times, only to be lied to, cheated on, and played. I gave them my all but in the end, I was not good enough. Although they made me feel inadequate, none of these men ever wanted to let me go. I am the one who always got tired of being mistreated and then moved on.
When Donald came along, I didn’t pay much attention to him. I treated him like the way I treated every other man out there. The only difference was that Donald was not deterred by my cold attitude. He handled everything I threw at him with grace. When it came to situations that required him to throw up his hands in the air and give up on me, he wouldn’t.
He would stand next to me and say, “I am not that easy to get rid of. You are worth the fight so I will continue fighting for you.” This is how he gradually swept me off my feet. I allowed him to get close to me because I believed he was different. He said things like;
“There is someone for everyone.”
“Everyone has a soulmate.”
“When you meet the one, you will know.”
As our relationship progressed he told me I was the one for me. At this point, I too believed he was my soulmate. We understood what we meant to each other so our relationship was purposed toward marriage. By the time we were eleven months together, we were married.
We work in the same organization, so we are not allowed to work in the same branch. My branch is far from his so we don’t live together. I work on Saturdays while he doesn’t. This means that I don’t have the luxury of time to visit him often so he is the one who always comes around.
After some months of marriage, my husband started complaining. He said, “You don’t satisfy me sexually. Your performance is nothing good to write home about. Try and level up so we can have good times together.” Every time he made such utterances, I felt confused. This is because he knew I couldn’t stand too much sex before he married me.
I also felt he wasn’t getting his priorities right. Ever since we got married, we have been trying to conceive but our efforts have been fruitless. I believed instead of obsessing over my poor performance in the bedroom, we should focus on solving our fertility problems. My difficulty in getting pregnant is something that gives me headaches currently and sleepless nights.
We have been married for four and a half years but we still do not have a child. I am worried about this. I am going around looking for solutions to our problem. I am taking all kinds of medications and praying fervently for a miracle. My husband, on the other hand, does not seem to be moved by our predicament. He is living his life as if everything is okay.
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I discovered recently that he has been cheating on me all this while I have been busy working on giving him a child. I am broken and shattered. I feel so stupid and used. I saw the signs but I was too distracted to put it together.
These days, I am revolted by his mere presence. I see his face and all I feel is disgust. I don’t want him to touch me anymore. He has sullied our marriage bed by committing adultery. That’s something I cannot easily sweep under the carpet. I still want a child but I cannot stomach the thought of being intimate with him.
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Of all the men who have betrayed me, Donald’s hurt the most. I have been nothing but a supportive wife. I have helped him financially to acquire properties. I have done everything a wife is supposed to do to keep her husband happy. If none of it prevented him from cheating on me, I want to withdraw all my assistance to him.
I am not ready to leave the marriage, so I am just going to love myself more. I will live my life on my own terms. I will not allow him to turn me into an angry and bitter woman. That’s not who I am. I am sharing my story because he is on this page. I know when he reads this story, he will know that I am talking about him. So I want him to see it and know that I know everything he thinks he is hiding from me.
—Dela
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Dear… It’s about time u let him know that you know, I have my own story to tell but it’s so long don’t know how to shortened it. Working on that
I’m afraid to spell it to you. You’re conceited and too full of yourself! Don’t get me wrong. I do not and cannot support your husband’s alleged infidelity but your husband opens up to you about his lack of satisfaction in the bedroom and your response is that he has his priorities wrong? And that he knows you have never liked too much sex? You are going round trying to get him a child? And yet you ignore the most important person in the equation? Like seriously? Get your priorities right! If you’re still interested in the marriage then make it worth your partner’s while. Spice up your sex life. Not necessarily the quantity but quality. Share your fears and aspirations with him and discuss his as well. Encourage each other. He visits, you don’t because you are too busy? Make the time to pay him a surprise visit every now and then. Madam, up your game else you may lose him permanently to a more exciting woman.
@Sammy, Youre so on point
How is she the problem?
He knew that she didn’t like too much sex, how did he help her to improve on her sexual interest if he wanted too much sex?
People go through this problem and their spouses take time to gradually help them.
Spicing bedroom affairs is a joint effort not just one person.
It does not give him the moral right to cheat.
It’s his excuse.
I agree, he might be frustrated but IT does not in any way give him the opportunity to cheat.
It looks like we have come to accept cheating as a normal thing and it is killing individuals and families
Dela,
Youre the problem.
Fix yourself first because if your marriage ends in divorce, the truth is he will not lose but you will.
I dont understand why he shouldnt go out there and get satisfaction you are not even willing to do anything in getting him one.
“I have done everything a wife is suppose to do to make her husband happy..” This includes shuperu right?
It’s funny how men are quick to blame women for their own mess. She’s the problem right bravo the brotherhood must be proud of you. Such nonsense makes me fume. Dear Dela you are not the problem never let anyone make you feel that way , you cannot be blamed for an adult man’s behaviour cheating is a well planned choice men make and never a mistake. Always choose your self, happiness and peace of mind first. I’m a married woman too and my husband knows what me deal breaker is. It’s best to be full of yourself than to make a fool out of yourself.
Does the fact that she doesn’t give him enough sex give him the ryt to cheat?
Couldn’t he have also learnt ways to rouse her sexual interest?
If your girlfriend or wife gives you this answer, will you go ahead and cheat on her?
He knew she couldn’t stand too much sex, what did he do to help her?
Did he create gradual and welcoming atmosphere to arouse her sexual desires?
Both of them should sit down, not just the woman.
And yes it’s more than enough reason to withdraw your wifey duties
“I have done everything a wife is suppose to do to make her husband happy..” This includes shuperu right?