I have found myself in a situation that has me terrified and confused. Terrified because things could have gone many different ways. I could have ended up being sick. I could have lost my life too. Fortunately though, the higher powers chose to spare me. It’s just that I don’t feel like a lucky girl right now. All because I fell in love with a man.
I agreed to give him a chance three and a half years ago. Mentioning the figure makes it sound like it wasn’t long ago. However, I feel like I have been with this man all my life. As far as I was concerned, he was my future. Everything I did, I had him in mind.
Even when I had to make a decision concerning my own life, I would ask myself first, “How will this affect Mensah?” I would factor his comfort, his convenience, and even his approval into my decisions. This is because of how committed I am to him.
I gave him that kind of consideration because I felt he also did the same things when it came to me. This is one of the reasons I didn’t listen to people when they tried to warn me about him. I felt I knew my man better than anyone. And the man I knew wouldn’t intentionally do anything to hurt me.
According to the stories I heard, he was dating another lady alongside me. I was surprised when I first heard this. I’m sure if I already had suspicions about him, those stories would only serve as confirmation. However, there were no signs to show he had another woman.
I took the gossip with a pinch of salt but another person stepped out and told me the same thing. This person even pointed out the lady to me but I didn’t do anything about it. A few other people also came out and said something about this same lady. I ignored all of them.
Recently, the lady and I had an encounter. It was something dramatic enough to draw other people’s attention to us. I would spare you the details but indeed, it was quite a scene. All the information I ignored came to light that day. I could no longer be in denial. I received confirmation that my Mensah was involved with her.
As I am writing this story, the lady is no longer here with us. She fell ill and passed away. Because of what happened between us, everyone is blaming me for her death. Some people are saying I cursed her. Others have also said, “You took her to a spiritualist to eliminate her.” These kinds of words sting my heart. Lord knows I didn’t do her any harm.
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Now here is the thing. In the wake of all the confusion following her demise, Mensah’s friend who is a doctor reached out to me. He attended to her during her last moments. He told me; “Ignore what everyone is saying. She was HIV-positive before she died. With a compromised immune system, anything can happen.” I almost passed out when I heard this.
Quickly, I went to the nearest clinic and got tested. This is where I said I could have gotten sick or also lost my life like her. Luckily, I tested negative.
I Saw The Red Flags But I Ignored Them Until I Paid The Price
I should have been relieved but I am not. Mensah’s friend also told me; “That lady wasn’t the only person your man was involved with. He has other girls too. So I am sure he is a walking incubator of STDs. I’m looking for a way to get him tested. I will let you know what I find but until then, wear a condom when you get intimate with him.”
He asked me not to disclose anything he shared with me with Mensah. My problem is, we don’t use protection already. So how do I enforce it now? What explanation would I give him when I ask him to use protection? I am so confused.
—Audrey
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so you see all these signs and your resolve is to move forward? Are you not afraid for your life and sanity? take a bit of a break and count the costs. if you go back in.. then you know for sure what you are getting yourself into. These are signs of things to happen so be prepared.
Why would you still be with him and wanting to make him wear protection when you have all these information about him. I’m sure you wanna lose your life.
You really sont value your life at all. After knowing all this you still want to stay with him? Don’t you have any self respect? Yaani God protects you from the dogs and yet you want to continue laying with the same dogs? You know what they say lay with dogs get up with fleas maybe when you catch some disease then you will finally get some sense into your head eeish!!!!
Madam do you love him more than loving yourself eeeeeiiii, asem b3n koraa nie. Sister Madam you need this relationship paaa more than the air you breath right, we don’t need any update on his test, some of us don’t have bundles to read such stories. Wait and get tested in the next three months to see your status and again if it’s negative then run as fast as you can.
its very clear with this path she’s towing!
Just keep the update to yourself and Silent Beads pls kindly don’t publish any of her foolish updates .
After knowing all these,all you are thinking about is protection?….smfh.
Some of you don’t deserve a second chance at all.
Please when you finally get infected with any of the STDs,just kill yourself so you don’t spread it wai.
Aahh…I even thought you were confused because you didn’t know how to go about the break up. Auntie madam, so you’re still going to continue this relationship and even have sex? Good luck
Eeeeiiiii, you can’t be for real!!!!
My anger issues won’t allow me advise you properly without insulting you but I hope you get sense oneday.
Why are you still staying after everything you know now?
Eeeii Madzam, sense has eluded you oo, after all the information you’re privy too..boi3!