My wife has a new habit. She’ll dress up and ask me how she looks. I’ll tell her she looks beautiful because honestly, I’ve never seen her look anything less than beautiful since we got married eight years ago. But telling her she looks beautiful doesn’t seem to suffice. She’ll ask specifically about her dress, “Does it sit on me well?”

Then she’ll move to her shoes and finally to her headscarf, “How does it look on me? Should I remove it?” Everything fits her perfectly, so most of the time, my answer is the same. One day, she asked me, “Do you even look at me? If I’m that beautiful as you always say, why then do I have to ask you before you look at me?”

I do see her, but there’s always so much more to see and handle around here than just her. The kids are here, the bills are there, the house gets messy, and meals need to be made. I see all of these and step in to get things done. When the kids are doing well, I don’t stress about them. When everyone is full, I don’t worry about food. When she’s beautiful—which she always is—I don’t always feel the need to say it because I feel it’s a given. Saying it every single day? That seemed excessive to me.

So I asked her, “What do you want me to say or do?” She replied, “Be vocal about the way you see me. I’m not telling you to only tell me when I’m beautiful. When something is bad about me, say it too. That way, I’ll feel seen.”

I got the message. She didn’t have to repeat herself. I’ve even started training the kids to compliment her whenever she dresses up. Now they’ll tell her, “Mom, your dress is nice!” My little girl, who’s always focused on hair, will chime in whenever her mom gets a new hairstyle: “Mom, I like your hair. It’s beautiful.”

She reacts emotionally to their compliments but treats mine as expected. I don’t mind. As long as my wife is happy, the home is happy.

However, it’s no longer just about how she looks when she dresses up. Now it’s about how she looks in her birthday suit. She says I don’t say anything when I see her naked around the house. Lately, when the kids aren’t home, she spends a lot of time walking around the house naked.

This started with her appearance in clothes, but now it’s extended to how she looks without them. And she doesn’t take this lightly—she’s even gone so far as to link my “failure” to compliment her nakedness to the idea that I might be seeing someone else.

At first, I found it funny, but the situation quickly proved to be no laughing matter. She’ll stop me in my tracks, hold my hand, and insist, “You’ve seen this body standing here, and you’re walking by? Am I invisible to you? Do I exist at all?”


One day, I couldn’t hold back anymore. I burst out in frustration because I’d had enough. This is a woman I dated for four years before we got married. We’ve been married for eight years and have two kids together. If I didn’t think she was beautiful or love her deeply, this marriage wouldn’t be where it is today. I don’t understand this sudden craving for attention regarding her looks. The more I compliment her, the more insatiable it seems to become.

We’ve never had major issues in our marriage until this new behaviour emerged. I’ve asked her about it, but she hasn’t given any explanation beyond her need to feel beautiful.

— Kyle

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