It took us four years to make two children. I was good. I was no longer looking for kids. Two were all my finances could support but my wife wanted more. She wanted a girl, she told me. Later she said she wanted two girls to balance the equation. A woman who wants more never agrees to family planning so I decided to do it myself.
One early morning I booked an appointment for a vasectomy. Days later, it was done. I didn’t tell my wife about it. I didn’t want to break her hope or hurt her feelings so I kept it to myself. Two years later, my wife happily announced a new pregnancy.
She was joyous, dancing in the air like a falling leaf. I was stiff, disturbed and floating in confusion. She said, “I know you don’t want a third but at least, be happy for me. If it’s a girl, I will consider not having another one.”
I went back to see the doctor who did the surgery for me. “My wife is pregnant. Is it possible?” He didn’t want to tell me it wasn’t possible. He left a little room for doubt and told me to do a DNA test to confirm it. I didn’t have the money but I started saving towards the test. The baby, a girl, was six months old when I was able to do the test. I wasn’t the father. I wasn’t even close.
It was the hardest conversation to have but eventually, family members assembled for the conversation to be had. We ended the marriage right there. If I had the money, I would have run a test on the two we had but I took solace and hope from the resemblance to me. They walk like me and talk like me so they are mine, I told myself.
I married Angie a year later. Angie was a young woman who wanted marriage or nothing else. The age gap is ten years but she told me she didn’t mind. We dated for six months, took her home and performed the customary rites for her to become my wife. We agreed to sign in court later but we haven’t.
Being with Angie felt like the soulmate I missed. She was all over me doing things right and fixing the broken part of my life. I didn’t trust women but she mended me with her words and action. She became the best decision I’d ever taken.
Two years after marriage, Angie happily announced a new pregnancy. She was joyous, dancing in the air like a falling leaf. The only difference here is that I joined her to celebrate. “You’re going to be a father, she screamed. I shouted, “We are going to be parents.”
While she was on the sofa thanking God, I was by myself asking “How could she?” I looked at the mirror and laughed at myself. “You think you were running from the frying pan? Look at you walking through the valley of the shadow of death now.”
The child isn’t mine but I’m not angry. I lied to her when I didn’t tell her that I couldn’t give her a child. She responded to my lies with more lies and now see who’s hurt.
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I won’t leave her and I won’t cause a scene. I will take this one and pretend all is well but it won’t happen again. After this one, I will tell her we are done with kids. I will bear with this one and take it as my punishment for trusting that Angie couldn’t do it to me when we’ve all agreed to fear that gender.
— Paa Solo
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I think you brought this upon yourself. I am not going to brush aside the fact that you’re marrying and cohabiting with scrums as women. I can never; I repeat make the. InsTake of stayin with women who had gone out to sleep with other guys or men and bring me back what the guys deposited in them and after few weeks, she’ll tell me she’s pregnant. Why didn’t you discuss it with your first wife that you had Vasectomy done? Why didn’t you tell the second wife ?
The devil you know is better than the angel you don’t know. Please come clean to her so as to avoid another mishap. If you had stayed and confess to your ex am sure you wouldn’t have gone through the pain twice Besides not all women are evil. Life is a lesson.
Paa Solo,am very and highly disappointed in you as a man. There will be no way or reason except medical and health grounds that I will go in for a vasectomy.
Secondarily, why would you marry a young lady who hasn’t had kids yet and whiles you know you are unable to impregnate her??….that’s an act of wickedness and wizardry(if any word exists as such). You have had your kinds so she should just come and waste her time taking care of you and your kids?.
Finally,this should be a big lesson to you to always come clean at the beginning of relationships to your partner about any issues so as not to cause what you have brought up on yourself bro.
Just drink water and enjoy the ride.
boss please you are very selfish, you think about your owns self without thinking about others, you thought you were punishing your first wife. Have you seen you are the one suffering. good luck next time
You claim you will accept this act and take it as punishment? The actual punishment will be your silence and this will make you bitter and mar your home. Let your wife know that you know and why. If the decision is to continue regardless, you will have to forgive yourselves and that will guarantee a non-toxic relationship.
# total cruelty… Why marry and torment a young generation when you know truly well that you don’t need children. you had an option to go for someone with kids already and continue with them to marrying someone Green who is now beginning life. Shame to ur wicked soul…. U deserved it all