His family has met mine, and both families get along well. Sometimes my mum calls his and they talk. With our marriage preparations going on, I imagine they must have a lot to talk about. My parents see Nick as an angel. So they love him as though we are already married. You should see the way they pamper him when he comes home to visit. He is like a last baby to them. At least, that’s how I tease them.
I love Nick so much that it makes me happy when I see him having conversations and exchanging banter with my parents. That’s why they don’t know even half the things I have been conflicted about when it comes to our impending nuptials.
His parents, on the other hand, know all the demons he possesses and how they torment me. Every time something comes up they tell me to be patient. “Just give it time,” his mother would say, “he is working on it. He will change very soon.” That’s how we are here now. Oh, he will change but where is the change? The most infuriating part about all this for me was that he was not honest about who he was. I went into the relationship knowing a side of him that appealed to me in a man.
For instance, I don’t like men who have tattoos. Let me fix that, it’s not the men I don’t like. It’s the tattoos. So any man who has a tattoo automatically is a no for me. When I met Nick, he didn’t have one. At least it wasn’t visible to me. He never mentioned it and I also didn’t ask. It was when we were at a point where we could see each other without clothes that I saw it. I went to visit him once and he was shirtless. I made a face and he asked why. I told him, “I don’t like tattoos. Why do you have tattoos?” He smiled and said, “Something silly I did when I was younger. But if it bothers you, I will get rid of it.” He didn’t.
When I got tired of reminding him, I stopped. I told myself that he is a good man who loves me. How does it hurt our relationship if he has a tattoo? If the tattoo is the one thing I have to embrace, then so be it.
One year into the relationship I found out he smokes weed. I wasn’t ready to add that to the list of things so I broke up with him. This guy was on his knees begging me. He was in tears. “I will stop, I promise. Please, don’t go. I will be lost without you.” Seeing him like that tugged at my heartstrings. I couldn’t bear to leave him like that so I stayed. He promised to work on it until it was no longer a problem. I was patient and willing to walk the talk with him.
However, I noticed he wasn’t doing anything to change the situation as promised. Every time it came up, it would turn into a fight. Recently it came up again and his response was, “Well you knew I smoke weed but you still stayed so leave it alone.” Wow! If I had known right from the beginning that he was doing it, I wouldn’t have accepted his proposal but here we are.
If he hid his tattoos and his marijuana addiction from me, then what else is he hiding? A child. It was his friend who told me Nick had a five-year-old child. This was when we were two years into the relationship. Two whole years and you didn’t tell me you have a child? When was he going to tell me? He is not a deadbeat dad, no. He is actively involved in the life of the child. And ever since I found out, I have been served with one baby mama drama after the other.
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The part that surprises me is that at some point we cohabitated. However, I have had to move to another region because of work. So if someone I was living with could hide a child from me then now that we are in a long-distance relationship, how many more skeletons is he stacking up in his closet?
I had some suspicions a while back that he was cheating on me. I confronted him but he made me feel stupid, as if I were imagining things. He thinks he won because I let it go but I know what I have seen. His parents know all these things but they keep telling me to help him change. Even as a fiancee, I am already tired. Imagine if I become his wife; for better or worse? Is this the life I want?
It Will Be Difficult For Me To Commit To One Person
I don’t know what to do. Maybe I do but I don’t have the courage to break free. Maybe I am too chicken to walk away and disappoint everyone who is invested in the relationship. My parents don’t know any of these things about him, because I don’t want them to treat him differently than they do now. I am also thinking about everything we’ve been through together. We are currently three years into the relationship.
Am I going to let all of that go to waste? The time and energy spent, the sacrifices, the monies spent. What about all my love and emotions? What do I do with them if I leave? We are almost done buying the items on the marriage list but I am still unsure if I want to go through with it. The dilemma is killing me slowly.
—Ama
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If you want to die then go ahead.Ones mental health is important. You are seeing the tip of the ice berg and you are here waiting for the whole iceberg to appear then stay there for it to cut you like it did to the titanic ship .you still have the chance to redeem yourself. Life is not lived by a coward but by a courageous person.
Just run and don’t look back. If you can’t decide what is good for you then you are the problem.
Eiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii stupidity at its highest height paaa nie?. I’m not sure if this story is true. If it is then you will need a head assessment and treatment for mental health disorders. Even if you can’t get a man to settle down with you are you soooooooo desperate to settle for anything just because he has a third leg between his thighs??? Abaaa!!!!. If you know what real love from in-laws is then you will know that his parents are your worst enemies. They are luring you in with their supposed smiles and dumping on you their garbage( their son). If you love your life then run for it before it’s too late.
Walk out now.theres nothing like dilemma killing u.your future matters.yes it will hurt but later u will be free and peaceful.forget about any investments and love yourself better.all the best
You are seeing the writings on the wall. He did not volunteer in sharing all the details you are worried about..these are need to know facts (especially the baby mama drama) and yet he choose to hide them.Your parents are not the ones to live with him. You are..so be bold to confront the bruta l facts. It is either you do so now or defer it to a future date. It wont just sublime away
Whatever you see in your partner prior to marriage, you’re VERY likely to see a double portion after marriage. That being said, Whatever you decide to do with this information is solely up to you. Thank you
What are you waiting for, remove your heels 👠 and run as fast as you can dear. Peace of mind is important.
A broken engagement is better than a broken marriage. You will experience 10 times whatever you are experiencing now. Accept these red flags as God’s way of delivering you from hell fire. My dear run.
What are you waiting for? Remove your heels 👠 and run dear. Peace of mind is important
What are you waiting for? The Red flag is visible enough,remove your heels 👠 and run dear. Peace of mind is important. Unless you don’t value your mental health.
Mistakes are bound to happen,but life gives us the chance to correct those mistakes.
Maame do you think Marijuana addiction is a joke…. you’re complaining now and you want to say for better for worse to this…better rethink your decision when your parents will thank you when they find out the reasons your broke off the engagement..you can not help him he’s parents are wicked they are looking for someone to offload their burden on and you seem to be the right candidate for that…run before its too late
Do you prefer peace of mind or wahala through out your marriage journey. Marriage is not a child play so i beg do the needful so you wont marry, have a wedding and later say you want to divorce. You have seen the FLAG already which is colour RED.
Ama why did you bring your story here if you’re not ready to let go 3 years then pls don’t disturb us,be with him wai,so upon all the stories shared here, you haven’t learnt anything, infact am just pissed off after reading your story,am boiling over here in anger
I don’t know what is wrong with some of this generation girls, stupidity nkwaaaa
Pls my dear silent beads followers kindly forgive me for being rude and harsh but this girl is just annoying,
Nobody should tell her to do bcos alot of stories have been shared on this platform so if she can’t learn and make decisions she should be in that relationship
Clearly the signs are not good, but you can’t just cancel like that. Other people’s feelings must be considered on both sides. I suggest that first you have to confide in your mother, or better still both parents. Then suggest to them that you want to suspend the marriage for six months. Then tell your man what you’ve decided and what you expect from him. Let him deal with his own people. By the end of the suspension, the tattoo should be gone, the weed should be gone. These would be easy to prove. At least you both would be clear in your mind if you want to continue after the period.
You are contemplating marrying a weed addict? Is that what you want for a husband and the father of your children. A liar who is now blaming you for sticking around though you know his ills? It’s your life and your poison. You have nobody else to blame when things go south and believe me they will if you don’t wise up. Kilode?
Eeeish sister, a broken relationship is better than a failed marriage ooo. He will show u shege aft u guys marry. He will let u know that he is the man n u have to submit. Sister run ooooo yooooo