We dated long-distance for one year. He lived and worked in a town far from mine. I visited for a weekend, and he would also visit when he had the time. We were so much in love that the times we spent together felt like a passing second. So after dating for a year, we decided marriage was the best thing for us to do.

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We got married and moved in together. In the first week of living together, we had our first fight. He didn’t place his shoes properly, and I talked about it three times in three days. Then he shouted at me, “If the shoes are not where you want them, can’t you place them where you want them?”

My heart felt the pinch of his loud voice, so I fought back. The two of us argued and threw words around carelessly like we didn’t know each other. We stopped only when we ran out of breath. I stayed in one corner of the room while he stayed in another. I grabbed those shoes that caused the fight, went out, and threw them away.

“You’ll buy them,” he said.

I didn’t answer. I went into the shower, bathed, and went to sleep.

We didn’t talk for days. We avoided each other’s paths until I don’t remember what made us start talking again. A few days later, we fought again. It was about another inconsequential thing, but we fought about it like it was about our lives.

After that fight, we sat down to talk. We talked extensively about everything we thought we didn’t know about each other. We promised to be better, speak to each other respectfully, and respect each other’s opinions.

We tried. We went for a month or so. Not that we didn’t have reasons to fight, but we were trying—forcing ourselves to respect the rules we had created. I swallowed a lot of things I should have fought about, and I think he also did the same until one day it all came falling down.

That fight was massive. He left the house and went to his parents’ house, and I also did the same, thinking he would come back. I spent the weekend with my parents, and we didn’t call each other.

On Sunday, when I was going home, I met him at the gate. He was also returning from his parents’ house. We didn’t talk. We walked in like strangers in a queue.

One evening the argument became so loud that our neighbor knocked on the door to ask if everything was alright. I still remember the embarrassment on my husband’s face when he opened the door and assured her we were fine.

We were not fine.

The worst part of our fights was not the shouting. It was the exhaustion that followed. After every argument, we would sit in different corners of the house, breathing heavily like boxers taking a break from a fight.

I began noticing something strange during those quiet moments. We were not fighting because we hated each other. We were fighting because neither of us knew how to live peacefully in the same space anymore.

I tried to be accommodating, but my husband didn’t know how to live quietly without making me angry. He would eat and leave the plate in the sink when it was the only plate there. I hated leaving dishes overnight. He wouldn’t leave housekeeping money and later tell me he forgot. When I used my money and later asked about it, it turned into a fight. He would leave shirts and socks wherever he wanted. He could open the fridge and forget to close it. I was living with a child I had to teach how to do things I thought were basic.

One night the argument started because of electricity prepaid credit. He didn’t buy it when I had called to remind him twice during the day not to forget. He usually did that, and later, when the lights went off, I would be the one to buy it.

Words escalated quickly, as they always did. My husband suddenly stopped speaking in the middle of the argument. He looked around the living room slowly, as if he was seeing the house for the first time. Then he said, “Maybe we are not meant to live together.”

For a moment I thought he meant divorce. I knew our families would never accept it easily, and our church would not understand. We had been married for a little over a year. He started packing his things into a bag. He would go here and pick something, then rush there and pick another thing. I was watching him, not even trying to stop him.

After a while he said, “Take the house. It looks like you want to live here all alone. Take it.”

And then he stormed into the night. I didn’t call him, thinking he would come to his senses like we always did and return home. But he didn’t. Three days later, I called his dad and told him his son had left home for three days and I didn’t know where he was.

His dad asked me, “What’s going on? He’s been here for the past three days. I thought you knew.”

His dad called a meeting, and I attended. He spoke gently and told us it was normal—our problems. One day we would get over them and live as if they never happened. I nodded, but my husband kept a straight face. After that conversation, I thought we would come home together. He didn’t.

For almost a year now, he has been living with his parents. I didn’t know how to say sorry or beg, but I begged him over the period, asking him to come back home. But he said, “The distance will give us the breathing space to live a normal life. I like it that way.”

The first few weeks felt unsettling. The house was quieter without him. I expected loneliness to overwhelm me, but the silence was peaceful in a way I had not experienced since we got married. Strangely, our conversations also improved.

Without the daily irritations, we spoke more gently when we met. When he visited the house, we were more patient with each other. Sometimes we even laughed about things that would once have started an argument. We have not separated. We have not divorced. In fact, in some ways our relationship has become stronger than it had been since we moved in together as a couple.

Many people believe marriage is defined by sharing everything, including the same roof. Our story quietly challenges that belief. We are still husband and wife. We attend family gatherings together and continue to build a life that looks normal from the outside. The only difference is that every evening, when the day is finished, we return to two different houses.

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We are trying to get pregnant, so he visits often these days. It is peaceful only when he stays for a few days, so we maintain it that way.

It’s not the marriage we had imagined when we first said our vows. But strangely, it is the only version of marriage that has allowed us to keep those vows without destroying each other.

—Jackie

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